Thursday, November 14, 2013

Novembering II

Good Old Days

On my birthday, we drove to Granite
To the cliffs and the river.
We watched the moon and the water
and the way the light danced like koi
silver and gold and grey,
an overcrowded fish pond
mesmerizing us into silence.

We watched in the dark, 
the four of us huddled,
back to shoulder 
 head to lap.
Wondering about life
and boys
and deodorant.

And I remember thinking, 
it has to get better.

I didn’t realize, 
in that moment, 
that night on the cliffs
river wind floating over the train tracks 
into our uplifted faces,
it was.

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

Novembering

Northbound

I’m waiting for a train to take me north.
To penguins 
and polar bears 
and ice caps. 
To where the wind steals your breath
leaving you panicked
and gulping for air
like the unfortunate swimmer 
rolled by the waves 
of white.
Your eyes burning
like salt on cracked skin,
forcing them to shut out the beauty 
of the icy world all around. 
Where my mind is so focused 
on breathing 
and seeing
that there is no room left 

for you.